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Happier Alone

I’m happier alone. Not in a sad, loss of hope kind of way, but happy that everything came the way it was; that I have everything I have, even happier for what I don’t have because I’m probably better off without them.

I’m happy that I’m getting closer to who I really am and it feels great. Self discovery is the longest, most eventful thing that will happen to anyone.

You know, even though sometimes you think back and wonder what if things happened differently, what if I’m still with this person? What if I continued to do this and that; I don’t linger in those thoughts anymore. Time is always ticking, and you can’t go back to change things, just gotta move forward.

(Source: KIDDBEATZ)

kiddbeatz:

If you’ve been following my videos since day one you would know I used to look like that. Back in approximately 2006/2007 when the picture on the left was taken, I had a bowl cut, baggy clothing, crooked teeth, and no sense of style. I never cared about my image. I was unhealthy as ever, and had a face covered with pimples and zits. Basically everything you saw in an unattractive human being, was me. I was that awkward tomboy girl that no one gave attention to, no one cared about, and no one appreciated. In my early high school days, I was basically a loner trying to fit in. I never had many friends, and barely spoke to anyone. 
Then what happened? Well.. Basically, I realized that that isn’t who I really wanted to be, I needed to make a drastic change in my life so I pushed myself harder everyday. Four years later, in 2010, when the picture on the right was taken, I’ve completely changed. I changed for the better. Everything I was, no longer exists. I’ve changed, and I’m still changing. We all make modifications at some point in life, but the point is to make it worth the change. And this was worth the change. As long as it is for the better, you will always grow stronger - no matter what.
So please do not ever make assumptions about people just because they don’t fit into the “norm” of our society. You will regret the things you have said and done to that person.
Those who have walked down the same road as me, or are currently going through it, trust me, you are not alone. You will get through it.  Just trust your struggle.
♥

kiddbeatz:

If you’ve been following my videos since day one you would know I used to look like that. Back in approximately 2006/2007 when the picture on the left was taken, I had a bowl cut, baggy clothing, crooked teeth, and no sense of style. I never cared about my image. I was unhealthy as ever, and had a face covered with pimples and zits. Basically everything you saw in an unattractive human being, was me. I was that awkward tomboy girl that no one gave attention to, no one cared about, and no one appreciated. In my early high school days, I was basically a loner trying to fit in. I never had many friends, and barely spoke to anyone. 

Then what happened? Well.. Basically, I realized that that isn’t who I really wanted to be, I needed to make a drastic change in my life so I pushed myself harder everyday. Four years later, in 2010, when the picture on the right was taken, I’ve completely changed. I changed for the better. Everything I was, no longer exists. I’ve changed, and I’m still changing. We all make modifications at some point in life, but the point is to make it worth the change. And this was worth the change. As long as it is for the better, you will always grow stronger - no matter what.

So please do not ever make assumptions about people just because they don’t fit into the “norm” of our society. You will regret the things you have said and done to that person.

Those who have walked down the same road as me, or are currently going through it, trust me, you are not alone. You will get through it.  
Just trust your struggle.

(Source: KIDDBEATZ)

If you’ve been following my videos since day one you would know I used to look like that. Back in approximately 2006/2007 when the picture on the left was taken, I had a bowl cut, baggy clothing, crooked teeth, and no sense of style. I never cared about my image. I was unhealthy as ever, and a had a face covered with pimples and zits. Basically everything you saw in an unattractive human being, was me. I was that awkward tomboy girl that no one gave attention to, no one cared about, and no one appreciated. In my early high school days, I was basically a loner trying to fit in. I never had many friends, and barely spoke to anyone. 
Then what happened? Well.. Basically, I realized that that isn’t who I really wanted to be, I needed to make a drastic change in my life so I pushed myself harder everyday. Four years later, in 2010, when the picture on the right was taken, I’ve completely changed. I changed for the better. Everything I was, no longer exists. I’ve changed, and I’m still changing. We all make modifications at some point in life, but the point is to make it worth the change. And this was worth the change. As long as it is for the better, you will always grow stronger - no matter what.
So please do not ever make assumptions about people just because they don’t fit into the “norm” of our society. You will regret the things you have said and done to that person.
Those who have walked down the same road as me, or are currently going through it, trust me, you are not alone. You will get through it.  Trust your struggle.
♥

If you’ve been following my videos since day one you would know I used to look like that. Back in approximately 2006/2007 when the picture on the left was taken, I had a bowl cut, baggy clothing, crooked teeth, and no sense of style. I never cared about my image. I was unhealthy as ever, and a had a face covered with pimples and zits. Basically everything you saw in an unattractive human being, was me. I was that awkward tomboy girl that no one gave attention to, no one cared about, and no one appreciated. In my early high school days, I was basically a loner trying to fit in. I never had many friends, and barely spoke to anyone. 

Then what happened? Well.. Basically, I realized that that isn’t who I really wanted to be, I needed to make a drastic change in my life so I pushed myself harder everyday. Four years later, in 2010, when the picture on the right was taken, I’ve completely changed. I changed for the better. Everything I was, no longer exists. I’ve changed, and I’m still changing. We all make modifications at some point in life, but the point is to make it worth the change. And this was worth the change. As long as it is for the better, you will always grow stronger - no matter what.

So please do not ever make assumptions about people just because they don’t fit into the “norm” of our society. You will regret the things you have said and done to that person.

Those who have walked down the same road as me, or are currently going through it, trust me, you are not alone. You will get through it.  
Trust your struggle.